2009 has been a tough year for me, considering that I just transferred from the normal stream. Although I went through many stepping stones, daddy God has been so faithful. When I'm struggling, He is there to save me. When I cry, He is there to comfort me. It has been a journey.

I can't judge 2009 by my results, but I can say that it has been a great year. God has raised me up, made me bolder and stronger during the Cambodia Mission Trip and Encounter Jesus camp 5. I am so blessed to be able to go! Daddy God has also fulfilled many of my expectations. Thank you daddy God for 2009 and I truly believe that 2010 is gonna be the best year- Full of your free favours & blessings! I want to experience a new revelation of your love each and everyday! You have gone ahead of 2010 and you say that it is good!!

You are gonna fight my battles for me, Jesus! 'O' levels shall be nothing but bread. I will eat my giants and receive your GIGANTIC blessings! SO EXCITINGGG!!! I can't wait for the things you have in store for me! :)

I made another blog, but it's not gonna be my permanent blog. I still love livejournal! So I'm gonna hop here and there. :D

Yesterday's paper was yet another disappointment. It was drizzling quite heavily, so I took a bus instead of walking home. I was just asking Daddy God why is my time not multiplied. I could not stop thinking about it. While I was waiting to cross the road, almost reaching home, a stranger shared with me her umbrella. She was so friendly and I felt so favoured. She even offered to share with me her umbrella till I was safely home. "Do not worry, Jodie. My favour is with you." I believe that is what Daddy God is saying to me. (:

Today's paper was a testimony, an amazing one. God showed me what to study for my Design and Technology paper yesterday, and it came out! Not only that, Daddy God multiplied my time! I had extra 15 minutes to check the whole paper thoroughly. PRAISE JESUS!
Those who are better than me in DNT found the paper difficult. It's because Daddy God was with me, he pointed out what was coming out. That is the reason why I could do this paper so easily! My Daddy God is just so awesome, so awesome that no one can ever imagine!

My exams are finally over! I'm going to rejoice for what the Lord has done. Thank you Daddy God for walking through this tough journey with me!

I'VE DONE MY BEST, GOD WILL DO THE REST.

The End of Year exams has been pretty tough so far. During the September hols, I actually took time to study my science but one week before the exams, I forgot a few chapters. And when the time comes, I rush through everything! It's so frustrating!!

Yesterday, I had no time to complete my Chemistry paper. When my friend asked me how was the paper, I told her that I did not complete it. Mannn! She made me feel "SO MUCH BETTER" (look at the inverted commas). She said, "Why all your papers you never finish one? I managed to finish on the dot! Yeah!!". What she said was kinda true, but reminding me about all these made me sin conscious.

Hey, just found out something! I was sin conscious. So where Sin abounds, Grace SUPERR ABOUND! God will restore whatever time I have lost. I want to have the live and let go life, knowing that whenever I face a challenge, God is there with me. Nothing can defeat Jesus because the devil has been defeated at the cross!

Today's Geography paper was yet another disappointment. The 7 marks question gave a short description of the formation of the Waterfall but not the name of the formation. I'm supposed to know the formation after reading the description. But I skipped the description and moved on to the question, guessing that it is the resistant and less resistant formation because the faulting formation cannot possibly hold so much marks.

After submitting my paper, Hem told me that the description states that the formation has to do with the earth crust, which means faulting. I took so much time to draw and describe, I was confident that I could get
at least some marks. But the moment she told me that, all my hopes went down. Many of my friends drew the wrong formation too.

There's nothing I can do about it now. It is done. I have done my best and GOD WILL DO THE REST! I don't have to worry because I have the favour of God. My answers are already anointed! Thank you Jesus!!

To move on, I need to seek FIRST the Kingdom of God. I was listening to Pastor Prince's sermon yesterday and he preached about seeking the peace, joy and righteousness inside you. The three things needs to be fulfilled in order for God to reign His blessings. Pastor  Benjamin shared last Dare about worrying. Worrying chokes the blessings of God!

Daddy, I'm just gonna rest in you. I'm not gonna let these things stop me from studying. I still have 3 more papers to go! I am called to reign in this life, I am called to WIN!! The Holy Spirit only leads me into Victory! :D

            'Enter with the password: "Thank you!"
      Make yourselves at home, talking praise.
      Thank him. Worship him.'
-Psalm 100:4 (The message bible)

I love the way the message bible interprets, "Enter with the password". So cute!! Hahaha. I'm leaving my doubts behind, I'm casting my cares to Jesus! I will praise Him, believing that Daddy God went to my future and He said that it is good! THE ENEMY HAS BEEN DEFEATED.

I brought Fluffy down for a walk and I told my grandma. When I came back, the door was locked. I pressed the doorbell, knowing that my grandma would open the door, but to no avail. I soon got terrified and negative thoughts kept flooding through my head. My neighbor noticed and they kindly waited with me. I pressed the doorbell several times, and Fluffy was barking non-stop whenever I pressed the doorbell. My neighbor lent me her house phone to call home but my grandma still did not pick up. I sat on pins and needles, hoping, visualizing that she would open the door. Again, I tried. I waited.

I almost broke into tears because I thought that I would have to stay up the whole night outside my house. I just kept crying out to Jesus and I continued praying in tongues. I went in to my neighbor's house again, and dialled my house number. 'Please pick up! Please! Please!', when I heard my grandma's voice, I quickly spoke into the phone and I was hoping that she would not put down. I felt triumphant!

It was the favour of God. Because of God's Grace, my neighbor did everything she could to help me. Thank you, Jesus! When my grandma saw me, she looked calm. I asked her why she did not pick up my calls and open the door. She said she could not hear and she was at home all along, watching the television. She was very sorry. I was not angry, nor was I feeling revengeful. I understand, she's old and she did not do this on purpose. Thank God, I'm home now, finally.

I will never, ever forget to bring my house keys again.

I miss waking up late, instead of waking up early every morning to bring my dog down for a walk.
I miss not having to iron and wash my own clothes.
I miss not worrying about what food to eat.
I miss my maid.

But most of all, I enjoy being independent now. Doing things on my own and not depending on others.
I can't believe I was so spoiled and even simple things like washing the dishes all was done by my maids.
I think I'm slowly getting used to all these housework. It's amazing how I can survive on my own for the past 3 days. My sisters have gone out of Singapore and my dad too. Leaving my grandma to take care of me.

I used to dislike my grandma for some reason. But now it's different. She taught me to make Popiah yesterday for lunch. I'm glad I got to know her more. Though, I want at least a day alone at home. This way, I can spend time with the Lord. Sometimes, my grandma will be back in the late afternoon, so that gives me some time to spend with the Lord. :D I want more time, Jesus!

Today, most of my day is spent doing housework. Reason being, I woke up late! I was supposed to be up by 7:15am to bring my dog down. But I turned off my alarm and I went back to bed. I woke up at 11pm++ the moment my mum called.

It was funny how Fluffy was so calm. I expected him to whine and be angry with me. I swept and mopped the floor, clean the surface and bathed Fluffy. Glory to God for giving me the strength!

I can't wait for my family to be back!!! :DD Miss them!

I was not excited at all for my birthday but when the clock hand almost strike 12am, I got excited! :)
When I was going to the toilet, I saw my sisters lighting up the candles on my birthday cake. I was not supposed to be in the kitchen and my dad was supposed to distract me from stepping in. Hehee... "Daddy, I told you to distract her!" my sister shouted.

My dad had to celebrate my birthday early because he was leaving for Bangkok at 7am+. I had mango cake!! :DD





Enticing yea? It sure is yummy!


When I woke up, I saw this on the fridge. My dad wrote it before he left. So sweet yea? How much more my heavenly daddy! Thanks dad! :D

On my birthday, we had a sister's outing! We went to Bugis village to shop for cheap clothes. But in the end, we found nothing nice.
But it was fun, it has been a long time since we last shopped together.

On the escalator!

I thought the level session was at 4pm and it was already 3:45pm when I left Bugis. I rushed down to suntec and I was sweating like hell. I saw Hwee Hun and Hui Sian outside DM Archery at Suntec and I was wondering why they looked so nonchalant. All along, the meeting time was at 4:30pm. That did not ruin my birthday of course! Hahaha.

There were tons of sharing about the Cambodia Mission Trip and they showed us videos as well as photos. I bet it made those who did not go for the trip hungry for God's word. Hey, although those who did not go for the trip, it does not mean that they would not be blessed. They will receive much too! God is not an unequal God. :)

Popo cooked dinner for me and mummy bought a cake to celebrate my birthday again. Jia Qi, my cousin, and my sisters were already at Popo's house when I was still at Suntec. They were all waiting, but mummy went to collect the cake. At first, I thought of leaving early but I was just so filled with God's love that I was hungry for more. Coach Hee Hjun shared about Boredom.
Boredom is not the absence of activities, but it is the absence of the presence of God.
I'm so glad I caught that! :) Spend time with the Lord, it is the best way to be free from boredom. Woohooo! Now that I'm all alone at home, I'm given much more space to spend time with Him. (I'm not sure if my grandma will stay over again though. :|)

So anyway, as I was leaving, Hwee Hun called and said Evan wanted to see me. I really was rushing, like really really. They all came down to Carrefour instead. Surprisingly, the whole DG, Audi, came down. They gave me the sweetest birthday card I've ever received. It is huge and green. :D Godly friends are the best, most awesome friends!

Even those who are not in Audi wrote birthday wishes on the card too! Like Sam, Trishna, Anna, Elena and many others! Thank you so much guys. I really love it and I was so touched, it really made my birthday a whole lot better. :)

Melissa had to see coach so she could not be there to sing me a birthday song. She pretended to forget my birthday and she wanted to wish me a blessed birthday at the end but did not manage to. But that's okay! I understand. You still owe me a BIGGGG birthday hug okay? Heheee.

I took a cab to Popo's house and the fare was around $11+!!! That's freaking expensive lahh! :((


My lovely sisters helping me to light the candles again. :)


Oreo Cheesecake! Thank you Mummy! :D




Popo! The best cooker in the world. :)


My two pretty babes!


Jia Qi and I gonna conquer the world someday. Haha.


At first, took a picture with mummy and the cake but she felt that she looked weird so we took another one without the cake!


Camwhored with Jia Qi! I look unglam, I know that. Haha.


Pink = Me + Blue = Jia Qi = COOLNESS!

We went to Jia Qi's house later because Megumi jie needed swimming cap for her trip to Korea. And then back home to open all my presents!!! :DDD


The beautifully wrapped present from my beloved sisters. They paid $10 just for the gift wrapping! I feel so precious :)


The process of unwrapping the present. I used a scissors in the end, it was impossible to untie the ribbon.

I did badly for my Mid-years, it is a fact. I don't deserve anything. I've been visualising for a Green Ipod Nano for quite sometime. Visions and dreams do come true because God is real. I've also been asking God to bless me with one. :) It is His Undeserved, Unmerited favour. Because of His Grace and Goodness, I got what I want not by begging Him with all my self-effort or not by doing good. That's how awesome my Daddy God is!

I have always wanted just that because I want to meditate on God's word and worship Him daily. By listening to Pastor Prince's sermons and Hillsongs, New Creation Church worship songs. It would definitely allow me to know Daddy God more and feed more on His word. I really thank God for giving me this gift I've never thought I could get.

To my beloved sisters: I'm not the best sister in the world and I've never done much. I scored badly for my mid-years and Daddy did not give the permission to buy me an Ipod because of my results. But yet both of you shared your pocket money to buy me an Ipod. I really thank God for blessing me with the most wonderful, marvellous, awesome sisters. Thank you, thank you so so much!


The pearl bracelet I was eyeing at became mine. :D




All my presents not including Fluffy, hahaa.

Thank you Dione, Daryl and Yan Chao for the elmo and cookie monster toy.
Thank you Audi and the other people in DARE level 3 who wrote their birthday wishes on the card.
Thank you Mummy for all your presents, you always bless me with so much.
Thank you everyone else who took the time to SMS and Facebook me birthday wishes.

Deeply appreciated! Everyone of you made my birthday amazing. Because of you, my 15th birthday is perfect. ♥

Most of all, thank you Daddy God for loving me unconditionally. Your love for me will never change and you are the same yesterday, today and forever. Thank you for showing me the Jesus inside of me when I was at Cambodia. Your Grace has lead me to reign this abundant life you've given. :D

My birthday is tomorrow. Woohoo! Fun.

I'm not excited at all!!!!! Weird feeling. There's gonna be level session tomorrow! Tons of sharing about the Cambodia Mission Trip.
Turning 15, but I feel 15. :(

Cambodia trip was amazing, awesome. I will blog about it in another post till I'm done with my reflection log on the trip.

I just showed my dad my report book and I'm crying buckets now. What's up with parents? Church is not the reason why I'm doing so badly. Church is not taking up my time. I put God as my first priority and no one can stop that. I need to manage my time well and handle studies, church and housework. Now that my maid will no longer be back forever. I have to handle the housework and it's the beginning of my independent journey. I miss Auntie Tia. She was supposed to go back to Indonesia for two weeks but her mother-in-law went to Arabia and she has to take care of her son. She promised me that she will be back before my birthday. I'm really heartbroken.

After my birthday, my eldest sister will be going for camp, my second sister will be in Korea and my dad will be in Bangkok- Leaving me all alone at home with Fluffy. I'm not used to being all alone, I've never done it before. I just kept weeping yesterday but after talking to Evan on the phone, I felt so much better. Thank you Evan! :) When I'm alone, it's an opportunity for God to minister to me and it's also a time when I can spend time with the Lord. (I'm always hungry for it!)

Although I did badly for my mid-year exams, I believe that God is stirring something good and He is pouring it into my life!  Amen. :) The devil will never win, Daddy God always wins. He always wins the battle! I'm trusting God for good results for my End-of-year exams.

Daddy God, my future is in your hands and I'm gonna keep believing that whatever I ask for in prayer, I will receive it.

The moment I've been waiting for...
LEVEL 3 DARE CAMBODIA MISSION TRIP!!

So exciting! Time flies, praise the Lord. We will be there healing the sick, seeing salvation saved and lives transformed! Not only will they be blessed, but we will be blessed with much more! Amen. Because of what Jesus has done at Calvary's cross, I have the holy spirit in me that will lead and guide me. I shall not be afraid that I am unable to heal because of my age. The same Holy Spirit that is in Pastor Prince and the other pastors, it is in me. Daddy God is always fair and awesome. :)

Although I will be missing a few extra lessons (Pure Geo & Eng), I know, I believe that I will grow much more through this Cambodia Mission Trip! Daddy God will lengthen my days. Amennn! Nothing else is more important than putting Daddy God first.

What's more? I will be serving Jesus in Cambodia! :D I will be singing as a backup for the first time. I thank Daddy God for giving me every opportunity to serve and glorify Him. I'm given 3 roles: Transport IC, Room IC and Musician. It's favour, not by my works. My guitar will be travelling with me for the first time too. Hehee. As the Transport IC, I get to entertain Audi by playing the guitar and singing praises of worship on the bus. Moreover, there will be a videographer who will be boarding the same bus. :D Ultra cool eh?

My guitar will be used as an important tool during the interaction time with the children in Cambodia. My guitar is favoured too! Praise the Lord. Hahahaaa... Oh! Oh! And Camera is allowed to be brought along with us. That means I can take tons of pictures and bring it back to Singapore as a memory. I'll definitely post it on Facebook and my Scrapbook. :)

I have to report at Changi Airport at 4am. I need lot of sleep!
Woohooooo!

I'm coming Cambodiaaaa!!
(Will be back on the 6th of June, going off on the 1st of June.)

My exams are over and I've been studying non-stop. Because of that, I've not been playing my guitar for more than two weeks. When exams ended, I did not know why I felt so stressed up. Many of my friends thought that I was worrying for my results. But no, I wasn't. I guess it was because of my last paper, Design and Technology.

I regret taking the subject. I rather take A Maths. But on the other hand, A Maths is harder to score. DNT is more of basic knowledge. The 8 mark question was a killer. There is really no point complaining about it now. God will take care of everything! Amen! :)

So far, I've failed my E Maths and Chinese. Chinese, for the longest time, I have not gotten below 40. I'm a Chinese and yet I can fail? So disappointed in myself! I could have past if I did my Gong Han. I did not understand the question at all, so I made no attempt in trying it. I have not got back my Source-based SS paper, elective History and DNT.

I PASSED MY PURE GEO!! Praise the Lord!! :D  I did not have time to complete it. But I anointed my paper as soon as time was up! God is so good!! Favour mann. I'm gonna catch up with my studies after I come back from the Cambodia Mission trip! I can't wait!!!

Tomorrow's the audition for the Praise and Worship at Cambodia. I have to sing with Charmaine and play the guitar. The songs that Evan have chosen for Charmaine and I to sing are: Jesus, you're my Lord, You are the God who loves and Amazing Grace(My chains are gone). I'm a little nervous!! It'll be after the Cambodia meeting. The Holy Spirit will guide me in whatever way. I believe that Daddy God is with me! :D Amen!

1 more week to my Mid-year exams. I have not prepared and I'm in the midst of preparing for it now. Though, it may seem like a big problem to me but God sees it in a different perspective. My daddy God is so big and the problem is never too big for him. Amen!

Once we were there, at Catholic Junior College. All the cast were feeling excited and nervous at the same time. It was nerve-wrecking, but after Mr. Ang asked all the cast to do the deep breathing exercise together, I felt so much better. Suddenly, Ms. Tan was standing behind us. All the cast were so elated to see her and we all ran to give her a big hug! I miss Ms. Tan so much! She has been such a wonderful, fun, loving and caring drama teacher. As soon as we were about to enter the stage, Ms. Tan asked all of us to hold hands and she prayed a quick prayer. Even though, a few of them were not aware what was going on, they confessed 'Amen!'. I was really surprised! Ms. Tan's prayer made me feel at rest. She prayed forth wisdom.

There were eight judges and they all looked professional in one way or another. When it was my turn to say my line, I was actually a little nervous. But I managed to say my lines!! Praise the Lord! The bimbos: Sally, Kai Xin and Xin Yi did a terrific job. They did so much better than the rehearsals. Very bimbotic guys! Everyone loved it. :) Wayne and Ashley! You guys almost screwed up but you both did improv, which made the play so much better! Everyone was fabulous: Lauren- (Local and Foreigner, haha), Jay, Darryl- (10 times hyper), Jeremy, Ritchie- (Thank you for not making me laugh this time round), Melissa- (It's not easy to play a guy. You were totally awesome!) and Jessica-(Your voice was projected)! Thank you backstage and make-up (Tristal and the twins) crew too! Without you all, this play would not be a success.

I was being TOO into character that I cried (not on purpose at all) in one of my scenes. The part where I announced to the class that I'm leaving. Seriously man, I cannot believe it! All the cast did not expect that I was going to cry and they were all discussing among themselves, saying stuff like, "Oh my Goddd! Is she crying or is she just nervous?", "What happened to her voice?".  I can recall everything so clearly! From Lauren to Jay's expression, hahahaaa. Ms. Tan went up to me after the play was over and she was like, "You made me cry". Aww! Thank you so much Mr. Ang for training us so hard. You are amazingg!

I pray that we will get a GOLD. Amen. Hey! Everyone did their bestest of the best, best, best. I wish I could watch the whole play. I LOVE ELDDS! In two weeks time, we will know the results.

Tomorrow, we will be doing the play again during assembly in front of the whole school. AHHHHH!!!
Never, ever will I cry AGAIN even if you want me to.

I dread it.

I reckon no one reads my blog now: It's dead. Hahaha...
Well, well, well, being secondary 3 feels great! Upper secondary, no longer lower secondary. :D
My teachers are very caring and most of them are concerned for me. Praise Jesus for favour!
Ever since, I got promoted to Express, homework just keeps piling up. No stress, but more homework.
I wanna watch Ink Heart and Bride Wars!!!! BUT ALL THE HOMEWORK AND UPCOMING TESTS!
After Chinese New year, it's gonna be a week full of tests. :(

Physics, Chemistry, Pure Geography, E Maths.
4 tests!

My Christmas was enjoyable and perfect.
I painted my nails and I made it look christmasy! :)


Melissa came to my house at 12pm+ and we camwhored a little with my new camera!

My dad was supposed to buy it for me, but my mum bought it instead. -.- I told her trillions and trillions of times NOT to waste her money. :( She just won't listen to me!! She has been spending so much money and I really do not want her to spend so much on me. Mummy, thank you so much. Never, ever buy for me stuff again okay? :D




Melissa and I met Eunice at Wisma right after lunch at my house. We had an awesome time together!



I can't believe our church, New Creation, sponsored this! So cool right? :D




I adore this Christmas tree! It is so damn adorableeee.

Nowadays, I have been spending so, so, so much money. I regret buying the belt from Far East Plaza!!! I didn't know it had two buckles till I reached home. I shopped for my sister's Christmas presents so last minute, it was on the day itself. I was almost about to leave Far East Plaza full of disappointment, when Melissa pointed a shirt to me...
'Yesyesyes!! That would make a terrific Christmas gift for my sister!' Thank you so much Melissa, my sister super loves it.

After I got all the gifts, I walked to Paragon to meet my family for a sumptuous Christmas dinner at Sushi Tei. Seriously, it's been a longish time since we last ate together out. Melissa recommended me to try the mango sushi dish, it tasted goooooood! :D Thanks again for the recommendation, Mel. :)


As soon as we ate finished our dinner, we took a bus and we walked to IKEA; my favourite furniture shop!!!

I guess I have no way now to stop my dad's girlfriend from moving in. :( He has already bought a cupboard from IKEA and it is right here, in my room, now. It is not that I have any animosity between the girlfriend. I just do not want someone extra living with my family. It will be all weird. I would rather want my mum to live with us! :( My dad and his girlfriend will be taking over the Master bed room and my sisters are moving in to my room. My dad has agreed to let us renovate the whole room, without buying new beds. I am satisfied with the whole renovating the room idea, but I really want to change all of our beds. It won't match at all! My sisters beds are blue in colour and mine is red, blue and yellow in colour. :\


This is something that we would like from IKEA.


And this cute little lamp, so we can read late at night.


How nice if I have my own bedroom! I would definitely want this bed to be mine!! :D


I love the leaf! Hahaha.. :P


The window-look-alike cupboard.

We head down to IKEA's eating place after we had finished taking a look at all the furnitures and stuff.

The Ice-cream is extraordinary!! I love, love it. <3
The hot-dog too! Heheee...
I would love to camp at IKEA for a day or two. The food, furnitures and everything is great! :D

On the way home...




I really enjoyed myself on Christmas day. Happy Belated Birthday, Jesus. :)

I had a hectic week! On Saturday, I baked Christmas cookies in the morning for the lovely Aud1. The cookie came out so well! My goodness, really praise Jesus! I prayed and I told the Lord, 'As you are Good at baking Jesus, so am I in this world!' Saturday night, I made the icing for the gingerbread sugar cookie, I did it in a hurry. But it turned out  so well! :D On Sunday, I woke up early to wrap the cookies before going to church.

AND TA-DAAA!





Evan, Joletta, Dione, Mummy, Raeann and Melissa! :D



J stands for Jesus and Jodie! Hahaha... :)

School is re-opening in less than two weeks! Eeeeeek. I am getting so worried! :( I SHALL NOT be worried!!!!! Amen?

'So we say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid..."' 
-Hebrews 13:6

My future is in God's hands, I will just leave everything to the Lord. My 'O' Level results is in God's hands and it is gonna be good! :D Express! Here I come! :) 2008 files really fast, don't you think so? 1 MORE DAY AND IT IS CHRISTMAS!!! Christmas is all about Jesus! Jesus was born on Christmas day, and He was born to die for us on the cross, so that we may be forgiven and be righteous, be healed of all diseases and brokenness and also to receive His blessings! Oh daddy, you are so awesome. He is the reason for this season! :D

Have a blessed and wonderful Christmas friends!

Yumm... I smell of cookie dough. :) I'm in the midst of baking Christmas Cookies for my new Dare friends, Aud1. I'll be meeting them later for church and on Sunday, of course! :D I bought the Gingerbread man cutter yesterday and I really hope that the cookie cutter will work. I'm just going to trust the Lord, there's not a need to worry! Right now, I'm waiting for the cookie dough to harden a little. It's in the fridge, wrapped in plastic wrap. :) I CAN'T WAITTT! It's been a while since I baked. I might have some extras, so if you want some just let me know. :) 15 more minutes and I can start cutting the cookie dough. This is what I want to do with the cookies:

 

SO PRETTY ISN'T IT? ;D

I love this song, Who Am I by Casting Crowns. It tells me how much God loves me :)


Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

I want it all, I want it now. :(



My wishlist:
-Daddy to know Jesus
-Transfer over to Express
-Improve my Chinese
-Take up guitar lessons again
-Panasonic Lumix Digital camera DSC FX5 Red
-Baking book by Annie Bell
-Ipod nano-chromatic purple/green
-Pretty dress
-Pretty Black flats
-Flowery, vintage skirt
-White bangle
-Hoodie
-White tank top
-White shorts
-Shades
-Dedication by Emma McLaughlin and Nicholas Kraus
-Stardust DVD
-Travel to Israel
-Travel to America


I claim it all in Jesus name, Amen!

Believe and you shall receive it.

Thank you Daddy God! :D